Why do I write?

Writing forms such an important part of my life. I grew up with stories and storytelling long before the era of television. My storytellers were my teachers and books from the local library. My first teacher in primary school, Mrs Williams, was a joy to listen to. Her voice assumed the character and she took us on a journey with her through every page. She inspired me to read. I loved to write and created my own stories from a very young age, always with the passion and burning desire to write a book one day. Well, I finally took the plunge, left my full-time job and turned to writing. The road wasn’t an easy one. I faced many obstacles and more moments of utter despair than I would care to mention.

But here I am today, through support from family and friends, sheer determination , an editor who came straight from heaven; by the grace of God I survived this journey to publication.

When I started writing my memoir, A Darker Shade of Pale, I wanted to leave our future generations with information of their heritage. My whole family, except for one niece, left South Africa to start a new life in Australia. I realised that our children won’t have aunties and uncles or neighbours to tell them about their family. We are the pioneers of our family branch here in this country, and they needed a resource that could give them the answers about where there ancestors came from.

My mother has been blessed with a long life, but at 87 we know here time here on earth is getting shorter. Surrounded by 3 generations of her family, her determination to raise us through tough times in apartheid South Africa must be told and recorded. Our future generations must know this.

A Darker Shade of Pale will be available world-wide at online stores and selected bookstores from 17 April 2018.

A Darker Shade of Pale

A Darker Shade of Pale tells the story of life as a person of mixed race in apartheid South Africa.

After the National Party gained power in South Africa in 1948, the all-white government took control by legislating their policies of racial segregation under a system called apartheid.

Forced to live among the sand dunes and narrow streets of Council housing estates, through her mixed ancestry Beryl was classified as Coloured, not white enough or not black enough. This allowed the government to shape her life, where she was allowed to live, to attend school, to sit on the train, to work, and who she could marry.

Growing up in council housing estates on the Cape Flats in the 1960s and early 1970s it wasn’t until reaching high school that she discovered a richer life on the other side of the tracks for those classified as white. The stark reality of the inequality towards her skin colour made her question her ancestry and her parents’ acceptance of their classification. She was drawn to joining rallies to fight the government but at home any such discussions were strongly dismissed.

It is a remarkable story of the resilience of her parents, particularly her mother Sarah who recognised that the future for her children was through education. Sarah, faced with many challenges – the death of a young child, a husband suffering ill-health, five children to feed and to keep a roof over their head powered the way forward to increase their chances of a better life should apartheid crumble.

A Darker Shade of Pale is a moving account of Beryl’s family and community life in segregated South Africa – the injustices, humiliation and challenges and finally finding acceptance when she moved to Australia in the 1980s.

Release date: 17 April 2018